Tell me what comes up to your mind when you hear these spontaneous prompts:
- Perfume
- A tower of strength
- Like mother, like daughter
- Toast of the town
- Childhood dreams
- Bearing a grudge
- Out of sight, out of mind
- Waiting at a finish line
- Tall, dark, and handsome
- All I want is a chance to...
- Wearily, he closed his eyes
- Pain
- Camaraderie
All I want is a chance to put everything in its right place so that everybody's happy. As I turn up my iPod's volume, I stare blankly and let Maybe Tomorrow from Stereophonics make me wonder. I so want to get back on track I am willing to risk everything for it. Is that too much to ask for?
My friend says everything is everything. The more you lust after it, the less you do have control of it. But who cares when everything in me means everything and nothing at the same time? It's full inside, yet it's empty inside. I've gone through a year of failure, thus I think I am through with redemption and resilience. I don't want to, I cannot move on when everything inside me is still trying hard to fit it.
I feel like a jigsaw in the puzzle, endeavor to find its spot on a bigger picture somewhere. All I want is a chance to put everything in its right place so that I know what I am. What is that you try to say?